And we move on.........

Aiyála is blooming and doing well. Kyla still has to give her an injection against her thrombosis every morning.

I have been working every day, which has given me very little time to think about myself. Maybe that is a good thing right now. Whilst I am waiting for my scan ( scheduled for next week) my thoughts and feelings have varied. 

Am I naïve and stupid for not wanting a biopsy? What if it is cancer? What would I do then? Have Chemo and everything that goes with it? What if it is an infection? Do nothing? Hope it will just go away?

I have been researching a little and then decided to stop and wait until after the scan.

Strangely my symptoms are the same as Menopause or Lymphoma. The two are obviously very different, yet the sypmtoms almost identical.
If it wasn’t such a serious issue, it is almost laughable ………………..

I think I have decided to have a biopsy if the lump has increased in size. If it the same size or smaller, I won’t. I am doing lymph drainage every day and Geoff helps me massage it, as apprently if it is as a result of the infection I had last July following my operaton, then gentle massage, might help disolve it.

Let’s see what next Monday brings.